Defeat & Rise Again

I hate feeling like this and I dislike rambling on how bad I am. All I want to say and remind myself is that it's not the end of it, it's either I try again and do better or I fail miserably. I definitely do NOT want it to be the latter. I need to be conscious of what I am doing, get my feet up and sharpen my thoughts. Stop indulging in self pity and stand up strong. No one can help me except myself. Get it over with!