As I was blowing my wet hair tonight, just as usual, I realise it was just yesterday that you were sitting where I am sitting now, listening to the noise of me blowing my hair dry and talking to me as if everything will still be the same tomorrow.
As I had my dinner of hokkien mee tonight, I find myself sitting at your usual seat at the dining table, eating what you ought to be having too, if you were here.
I unlocked the keypads of my mobile phone and saw the familiar name in my recently dialed contacts, I knew I can't sms or call you just like any other day.
I exchanged the horrible pillow I had and took your fluffy pillow that I've been eyeing on from your room. I looked at the suddenly very spacious bed in my room. I thought I should get a big soft toy just like those that you have (Should I buy "The Good Friend"?).
This weekend, I will be attending mass without you again. I will sing the praises alone for now, until the next time you're back. I hope you had a safe journey and rest well, my Mei Mei.
Love,
Jie Jie
